Just For One Night

Just for one night, I'll pretend you don't exist. Just for one night, I'll take off running and not have you on mind. I'll let the pain overwhelm me to the point where stopping is not an option because the reflief would just be plain wrong. For one night, I'll listen to everybody talk and tell me how foolish i was to come back to you.

For one night, I'll consider leaving you. Leaving behind three years of my life and finally admit it was a waste. But at least i would have admitted it and would have been ready to face the future, that, they say is the first step. Just for one night , i would refuse to find a excuse that covers everything you've done. I would not fight for you and i would not share any of my tears for you because i would realize it was useful water going to waste.

But it would only be for one night. After that night, my mind would return to the way you have set it to be; fighting and crying for you but never willing to give you up. That night, never would i mention to you.But somewhere in the misguided mindset you have given me, the memory of the freedom would remain. Just for that night.